I’m Content. No, really.
Pregnancy, pregnancy everywhere… Off the top of my head six of my friends are pregnant. Six! And I don’t have that many friends. (haha) And that really puts the subject into my head.
Ever since I had Asher I’ve said that I never expected to have a child and if he’s the only one God blesses me with I’d be content with that although I would like to have more. And I still feel that way but when I hear a new pregnancy announcement I have a twinge of, “I want to be pregnant too!”
Logically speaking, right now is not the best time. I want to be able to have the next one (Lord willing) at home on furlough so I really shouldn’t get pregnant for quite a while yet. But. That’s just logistics and God will work all that out. And if He did bless me with another baby right now I’d be more happy than worried about the details.
But. I’m patient. I’m content. I’m happy. I really am. (Really!) I guess more than a discontent, I just realize that I do, in fact, want more babies. I can’t imagine having any extra love to give but you do, don’t you? Amazing - no limits to love I don’t guess… 
October 5th, 2008 at 2:28 pm
Just to let you know, the email I just sent you — NO, I had not read your blog first! Kinda freakie…
October 5th, 2008 at 9:34 pm
I can relate to your post. I felt that way for 7 years… and had 4 beautiful boys, worrying about the logistics later
We shoud have had problems with fertility but the Lord blessed us, and I pray he blesses u too. Hug